sometimes he's nice...damn nice to me. but he can be very mean... like...

---> " it's only few days Ive never call u. but that doesnt mean you're forgotten. ur alway on my mind, my heart, blah...blah..."

well, that's for few days... after that he never call/msg me for a week and he came back to me tell me the same thing like before.


---> he never show up after ive wait him for 2 hours. he knew i was waiting for him, and he didnt even inform me that he's not coming. yeah, 2 hours after 12 midnite. after the rain has has stopped. damn cold! i mean, wat kind of guy who could do this to a girl?


---> we had a huge fight, and when i cried in front of him, i thought things gonna cool down...and he will wipe away my tears and give me a hug. but i was sobbing very badly dat time when he suddenly said...
" i dun like to see any girl cry. if u wanna cry, go cry sumwhere else. not in front of me. im not dead u see?" -(with a calm voice and normal tone. no angry voice or screaming at me.)

ok, i think it's enuff. short briefing for my guy ( he still??) who has Cancer sun sign, Venus in Gemini, Mars in Virgo and Moon in Aries..... there are many things i could tell about his 'unemotional' character towards me, but only one question came into my mind....

Does Moon in Aries can really turn someone to this type of 'creature' even if he/she has Water sun sign? okay, he never raise his hand or voice to me, but most of the time his act and words can really torture me.

ohh, my intro. Cancer girl wif moon in Pisces. I have proud Leo in Venus and and crabby crab in Mars.


Sigh....My fault. I knew I was wrong to involve in a relationship with married man (dats him!).


I wish i could leave him as soon as possible. But I realized I could never do that because... I really love him. Even though he treat me badly.

Well, I guess I should avoid any man who has Venus in Gemini or Moon in Aries next time. LOL.